I'm tired...but I need to keep going.

I feel like i’m never going to be okay…like im never going to get this out of my system,off my chest,out of my heart,removed from my mind. it’s always going to be there,on my back,crawling onto my shoulder reminding me of everything. everything that was,that’s happened,that could be different…it’s upsetting…it hurts. my mind,my heart,my soul. half is screaming out what they want while the other half is clawing me up on the inside trying to get out but i can’t bring myself to say those words…i hope they’ll understand…i hope i can keep this to myself..cuz that’s what needs to be done..i’m foolish for even thinking this. for having dreams about it. this last year alone has eaten me alive…

butazaru:

STOP SCROLLING.

let’s just take this moment to appreciate how much our starter pokemon loves us

Okay continue.